Not time-- Poem by me! READ!!

[//Autumn\\]

This was just a little something i wrote out of pure boredom... please comment!



Not time

I close my eyes
But all I can see is your face
at memories wash over my every time I am not being watched
Closing my eyes and resting is like reliving
What happened to us
I know it was never supposed to be that way
That things should have turned out differently
My heart has gone black
My mind has been washed out
Kneaded
and Shaped
Into what is now me
I took at critisysem with a bowed head
and sorrowful eyes
But I knew what I had done was not wrong
Now though
I regret ever giving up
I wish you were here to tell me I was being stupid
Stupid to cry
Yet here I am
Crying
With at knife in my hands
Soon I would be with you
Soon.
But something is still stopping me
It's like right before at end of a long day
I am ready to sleep, yet sleep will not come
I hold at dagger to my chest but something is missing
Something tugging at at edges of my mind tell me that its not time yet
My time does not end here
So, I will fight this all again.
And again, and again.
Until at tugging is gone.